lessons

It has been confirmed, rejection comes in 3’s

But does it count if it’s done by the same person?

I wouldn’t even consider this a rejection, I would call it a verbal stabbing.

I was tipsy, with my best male friend, and alas we end up wrestling and making-out. However, that was interrupted with a sudden jolt as he jumped back and said “that we cannot go further”. Which I get, it’s fine. HOWEVER. The conversation then continued with him, again, stating that he’s never had a connection with a female like he’s had one with me. GREAT. Which then continued by saying,

“you know, I don’t want to categorize people, but there are some girls that when I look at, I need to have them. It’s like something in my brain is saying I have to have them. And when I first met you (last year), I thought yeah, I could bang her, but there wasn’t that click, ya know? I mean, if a girl is really attractive but is missing something in her personality, I can work with it, but yeah.”

Which, as you can imagine, being told you are not attractive enough for them, is just the biggest ego boost.

Which I find stupid. You will make “compromises” for girls with less personality but with more physical appearance, however, if she has an amazing personality but perhaps is not a model, there cannot be a compromise.

I’m good enough to introduce to your parents, grandparents, aunts and uncles, I’m good enough to hang out with every single fucking god damn day, I’m good enough to make-out with when you’re tipsy, but I’m not good enough to be with.

I find this mental block interesting because it makes no sense to me.

I DON’T UNDERSTAND